Pauline's Passion and Punishment by Alcott, Louisa May, 1832-1888
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A word from our supporters: File extension NES | Pauline bent till her bright hair mingled with the dark, kissed the boy on lips and forehead as a fond sister might have done, then put him gently from her; and like one in a blessed dream he went away to pace all night beneath her window, longing for the day. As the echo of his steps died along the corridor, Pauline's eye fell on the paper lying where her lover flung it. At this sight all the softness vanished, the stern woman reappeared, and, crushing it in her hand with slow significance, she said low to herself, "This is an old, old story, but it shall have a new ending." Chapter II "What jewels will the senora wear tonight?" "None, Dolores. Manuel has gone for flowers--he likes them best. You may go." "But the senora's toilette is not finished; the sandals, the gloves, the garland yet remain." "Leave them all; I shall not go down. I am tired of this endless folly. Give me that book and go." The pretty Creole obeyed; and careless of Dolores' work, Pauline sank into the deep chair with a listless mien, turned the pages for a little, then lost herself in thoughts that seemed to bring no rest. Silently the young husband entered and, pausing, regarded his wife with mingled pain and pleasure--pain to see her so spiritless, pleasure to see her so fair. She seemed unconscious of his presence till the fragrance of his floral burden betrayed him, and looking up to smile a welcome she met a glance that changed the sad dreamer into an excited actor, for it told her that the object of her search was found. Springing erect, she asked eagerly, "Manuel, is he here?" "Yes." "Alone?" "His wife is with him." "Is she beautiful?" "Pretty, petite, and petulant." "And he?" "Unchanged: the same imposing figure and treacherous face, the same restless eye and satanic mouth. Pauline, let me insult him!" "Not yet. Were they together?" "Yes. He seemed anxious to leave her, but she called him back imperiously, and he came like one who dared not disobey." "Did he see you?" "The crowd was too dense, and I kept in the shadow." "The wife's name? Did you learn it?" "Barbara St. Just." "Ah! I knew her once and will again. Manuel, am I beautiful tonight?" "How can you be otherwise to me?" "That is not enough. I must look my fairest to others, brilliant and blithe, a happy-hearted bride whose honeymoon is not yet over." "For his sake, Pauline?" "For yours. I want him to envy you your youth, your comeliness, your content; to see the man he once sneered at the husband of the woman he once loved; to recall impotent regret. I know his nature, and can stir him to his heart's core with a look, revenge myself with a word, and read the secrets of his life with a skill he cannot fathom." "And when you have done all this, shall you be happier, Pauline?" |



